8/20/2026

8/17/2026

i accidentally deleted all the paris photo's i got on my digital camera because i thought i already put them on my laptop. i'm stoooopid so now i'm trying to find an app to help me recover the data from the sd card. dude i'm stressed out i had the best photo's on there ;___;. plss if anyone knows a good recovery programme that recovers data from sd cards for free, please dm me i'd appreciate it ;___;

7/23/2026

My window has been open for an entire month because the air is so humid and warm and i don't have any AC. So now a shit ton of spiders live in my room.

7/16/2026

It's funny how almost everything moves counter clock wise. i saw a flock of birds move counter clock wise, people in moshpits do the same, when i danced a random folkdance with a bunch of people in a circle we went that same direction.
The earth spins counter clock wise. maybe it's bc of that. i'd like to know.

7/15/2026

i'm frustrated that i'm unable to see train breaks down, circa40, stella, jejune, nuzzle and more emo bands because they're all in the fucking US. my dream is to see them live so bad. i can't find any emo bands in europe that come close to them.

7/14/2026

I remember my middle school friend having the most frutiger aero bathroom and everyone was so jealous. She got the fish toilet seat with the lid. The soap with fish on them. Fish stickers on the tiles on the wall. they had some beads hanging from the ceiling it was insane. it was just an aethetically themed aquarium.

Whenever i want to workout from a video i feel like someone else is watching me so i stop after a few minutes.

go give compliments to strangers. it will make your own day as well.

I like that it's the season of the pink colorful clouds at sunset.

7/13/2026

I reallyy wanna work in paris nnngggllllll but sometimes my brain goes into insecure mode and thinks 'no those studios won't accept me.' GET ME OUTTA HERE.

Sometimes i wish i should've looked into art schools outside of my own country much earlier. I could've had the absolute best time of my life.

i'm so sorry to the person i said i felt old even though they're 4 years older than me. i felt so dumb saying that it's embarassing.

7/12/2026

Let's Get High by Lord of Acid fits so well for sick movie trailers

y'all don't know how movies genuinely have so much impact in our society. ofc we all grew up from seeing one of our favourite cartoons that shape who we are as people. it was for me at least a 3rd source of education. 1st one my own parents, 2nd one school, friends, strangers 3rd one movies/books/media.

yesterday my uncle literally asked if i know a movie about teamwork to show his entire team of heart surgeons and doctors to inspire them to work better together lol. His entire hospital's staff has this 'field trip' where they talk about teamwork, and this time they wanna watch a movie about it. It sounds super serious but i hope they're not taking it toooo seriously to get inspired by one single movie... I'm super sure there are movies that show a group of different people with different personal values doing crazy teamwork making something great at the end. First movie that came up is Little Miss Sunshine. i think little miss sunshine very much shows the different personal values that each person has and then finds resemblances in them trying to make sure the daughter goes to the contest. But idkk i forgot a lot of stuff so i have to see it again.

i need strawberry Müller Milk now.

7/6/2026

I made a comic based on real life events at annecy but make it tragic romance because i was seeing so much cinematic moments while i was there and i was surrounded by couples. So why not make something fictional about it loll.

i took a break from insta and whenever i catch myself opening it i realize i look at these reels with a boomer vision

playing 'Live a Little Love a Lot' album by Moose on repeat for a whole week rn like it's the only music that exists on the planet.

agh shit i never got to play my selfmade playing cards at Annecy. i think people got a little scared by the sigarette packages with disturbing pics i used for it...

i can't wait to go on my side quest in france (flutecamp).

7/4/2026

This summer is going to be so french.

Will there ever come a day when i get to work in my dream studio...?
idk man *sigh*... idk.

6/19/2026

someone delivered my brother's package today and the deliverer asked if he could borrow some tape. I said sure and got some tape from up stairs and then he asked: 'can i keep it or do you want it back?'
'uh yeah i'd like to get it back, please', i answered. He left and stepped into his car and drove away. i thought he was gonna use it real quick for something he got in his van or idk just for a few sec but no. i foreal thought he was about to steal my tape and at that moment i just accepted it.
As i was playing Linus and Lucy by Vince Guaraldi Trio on the piano and ranting to myself out loud for 10 minutes his colleague rang the doorbel and gave the tape back to me: 'thankyou so much, have a nice day!'. thankyou so much. may you have a good day as well.

6/16/2026

the coughing won't stop and i don't want to give anyone else some virus.

when i was in france as a little kid my mom went to a lot of shops to buy clothing for herself and me and my brother were becoming so bored we stood outside waiting for her and pretended to be orphans roaming around the streets. Some people actually thought we were lost kids and we were shaking our heads pointing at the shop.

6/15/2026

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the days go too fast and i don't like it. i'm sick again and i don't want to sound suspicious as if i'm skipping work bc i don't like it. this weather has changed drastically multiple times and it fucks up my body.

how do i go to concerts with people without making it awkward (i don't know what to say)

i still can't believe i saw death grips live

i still can't believe coffee made me too tired i almost passed out right before machine girl's concert.

i still can't believe one of julie's band members likes my art

6/14/2026

i keep telling myself to make comics but i end up postponing it and it sucks because i'm super busy with school and other projects. whenever i read more comics i get so much inspiration of how far you can go with designing the panels and pages to the physical book itself. I have the chance to graduate with a comic book but on the other hand i reaalllyy want to show off my animation skills that i've learned throughout the years. hopefully if i have time i can make a comic based on my graduation movie. that'd be sick. I NEED to use the schools equipment because its cheaper.

This moment in time during Annecy Animation festival 2024 was just random.
Me and an old classmate went to use the lift to go to the cinema room because she's disabled and no one else is able to use the lift except us and staff. The lift was in this completely secret yellow narrow hall. The liftdoors opened up and we saw a bunch of people dressed in black suits standing there. As we took one step one of them said: 'can we get out?' in a loud angry tone. we apologized and as they stepped out Wes Anderson emerged saying 'bonjour'. We greeted him back. I was thinking about those guards being so weirdly angry for a moment, but then i was like oh Wes Anderson was there.
Later when we attended his interview at one of the screenings he said: 'yeah i thought everyone at this festival was french, but i was wrong.'

i miss random technology gadgeds from the 90s/00s. But on the other hand i'll contribute to consumerism. But those gadgeds can live for a crazy long time just like a nokia so your bank doesn't get milked.

I got this coco colo phone that is a mini coca cola can and it works. i have the urge to use that when i don't wanna use social media and only call with people. i can send messages too but other people wont get the message on whatsapp or other apps. Just from messages probably. I can take photo's but i still have to figure out how to send them to my laptop.