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6/19/2026

someone delivered my brother's package today and the deliverer asked if he could borrow some tape. I said sure and got some tape from up stairs and then he asked: 'can i keep it or do you want it back?'
'uh yeah i'd like to get it back, please', i answered. He left and stepped into his car and drove away. i thought he was gonna use it real quick for something he got in his van or idk just for a few sec but no. i foreal thought he was about to steal my tape and at that moment i just accepted it.
As i was playing Linus and Lucy by Vince Guaraldi Trio on the piano and ranting to myself out loud for 10 minutes his colleague rang the doorbel and gave the tape back to me: 'thankyou so much, have a nice day!'. thankyou so much. may you have a good day as well.

6/16/2026

the coughing won't stop and i don't want to give anyone else some virus.

when i was in france as a little kid my mom went to a lot of shops to buy clothing for herself and me and my brother were becoming so bored we stood outside waiting for her and pretended to be orphans roaming around the streets. Some people actually thought we were lost kids and we were shaking our heads pointing at the shop.

6/15/2026

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the days go too fast and i don't like it. i'm sick again and i don't want to sound suspicious as if i'm skipping work bc i don't like it. this weather has changed drastically multiple times and it fucks up my body.

how do i go to concerts with people without making it awkward (i don't know what to say)

i still can't believe i saw death grips live

i still can't believe coffee made me too tired i almost passed out right before machine girl's concert.

i still can't believe one of julie's band members likes my art

6/14/2026

i keep telling myself to make comics but i end up postponing it and it sucks because i'm super busy with school and other projects. whenever i read more comics i get so much inspiration of how far you can go with designing the panels and pages to the physical book itself. I have the chance to graduate with a comic book but on the other hand i reaalllyy want to show off my animation skills that i've learned throughout the years. hopefully if i have time i can make a comic based on my graduation movie. that'd be sick. I NEED to use the schools equipment because its cheaper.

This moment in time during Annecy Animation festival 2024 was just random.
Me and an old classmate went to use the lift to go to the cinema room because she's disabled. The lift was in this completely secret yellow narrow hall. The liftdoors opened up and we saw a bunch of people dressed in black suits standing there. As we took one step one of them said: 'can we get out?' in a loud angry tone. we apologized and as they stepped out Wes Anderson emerged saying 'bonjour'. We greeted him back. I was thinking about those guards being so weirdly angry for a moment, but then i was like oh Wes Anderson was there.
Later when we attended his interview at one of the screenings he said: 'yeah i thought everyone at this festival was french, but i was wrong.'

i miss random technology gadgeds from the 90s/00s. But on the other hand i'll contribute to consumerism. But those gadgeds can live for a crazy long time just like a nokia so your bank doesn't get milked.

I got this coco colo phone that is a mini coca cola can and it works. i have the urge to use that when i don't wanna use social media and only call with people. i can send messages too but other people wont get the message on whatsapp or other apps. Just from messages probably. I can take photo's but i still have to figure out how to send them to my laptop.